Past Memories!

Today I get online to find this picture posted on my myspace.com page from a high school friend. Its a picture from 1992 of my Twin Brother Shane with his friends. You can see him with his big smile on the far left. Boy did so many emotions hit home when I saw this picture. But it was so sweet of her to send it, and I guess its the thought that she thinks of Shane as many do from time to time. I have so many memories of my brother and since his passing it seems as though they all coming rushing in at all different times. Life is so weird, we go through so much joy and struggles and we still fight on for another day.

We all can remember the fun times when we were younger and we didn't have so many cares in the world. We seemed to have been just lost in time. We were told by are parents and family to enjoy your time now as it goes so fast! And truly it does go fast.

Sometimes I wonder if this is hell and we are living it? I know some will say no way but we experience so much pain through our lives and it just seems so unreal at times...