My Journey!

Today is a new beginning of something differant then days gone by. I start today will a new outlook of better things to come. I have learned the past is the past and regrets only add to our misery. So many times I wish that I would have done something but the chance passed by and I couldn't go back. Let today be a better day then the one before.

Devil! Who is he?

This morning I was surfing Myspace.com and I found this picture in someones comments. Although he is a cute Devil, it brings the question to mind; is there such a think as a Devil or a place of Hell? Well in our lives we seem to fight temptation and such and I believe that the word are just that. I can't believe if there is a Higher Power such as God we would be punished with eternal hell upon on death.

I do believe in some sort of Higher Power, rather it be God or something else; it's just not possible to believe that there is nothing beyond what we call life. The form or thought of the Devil seems to be a way to help guide many through life and temptation.

Being Sick Sucks!

Just like the title says; Being Sick Sucks! It seems as though I have been sick forever but its only been like 4 or 5 days... When I am sick of course I turn it into much worse then it really is! Isn't that what we all do? Well I am starting to feel better so I am back online more then I have been in the last week...

Not to much exciting is going on in my life lately! Just taking things day by day and trying to have a good outlook on life, even though this is hard to do as there is so much going on these days! I guess I have been distant from alot of my friends and family as it seems better for me then to get mixed up in all the drama or issues that come with it...

Meaningful Things!

This weekend I spent some time organizing the many things I have saved over time. Like many people I seem to have alot of things that I could maybe do without, but it seems hard to let go.

This picture shows to very meaningful things to me. Besides the obvious fake that its a Jeff Gordon Jacket and Picture frame; they are just a small amount of things that my Twin brother Shane had given to me over the years as gifts. The Jacket means the world to me, and although I never wear it, the thought of it hanging in the closet means so much to me. I've been a big Jeff Gordon Fan since as long as I can remember, and my collection of Jeff Gordon things seem never ending. We all seem to collect things that have touched our lives and I really could go on all night to the many other things that I've saved over the years.

People seem to come and go in my life, and although I wish things could be differant I feel touched by so many that have been apart of my life. Although I realize material things do not mean as much anymore since I have a much great outlook on life then I have in the past. I know that many things that I continue to save represent my life and days I've been on this earth.

But I just don't understand why do we keep clothes that we no-longer wear anymore? This is something that I don't understand, with age we seem to gain a little more weight but can't seem to let go of those pair of pants or that shirt from so many years gone by. LOL..............