Difficult Days!!!

Some days are difficult and I do my best to stay strong and work through the hard times... Have had alot going on lately and my thoughts of the past mixing with everything has seemed to make the days that much harder... I guess it being that time of year when all the holidays are so near that it brings so many memories alive of my brother and my family... Some today told me "I feel Sorry for you", mainly referring to the struggles I go through with the loss of my twin brother or the many other hardships I've seen... But I said to that person; "don't be sorry for me, as I live with my choices of days gone by and life a better day today and days to come"... I try not to let other bring me down, as I guess they seem to be able to move on in thier lives and forgive those that have done them wrong... I guess in this rambling I am trying to say some days may be harder then others for me, but I make it through it no matter what...

Just Another Day Gone!!!

Its been awhile since I posted something here on my blog page... You would think that alot has gone on since my last posting; but not really... Just another day gone by like many before them... Been having alot of trouble sleeping lately as I continue to think of days gone by and how many things could be differant... But I know the past can't be changed and we live with our many choices in life, rather good or bad...

Some one recently told me: "I don't plan for the future nore do I have exspectation; as I won't be let down if it doesn't happen"! Well that makes so much sense, as so many times I make plans or set goals in my life to just have them fail or not be fullfilled...